Saturday, October 10, 2009

Just when you think you are the only one

Just when you think you are the only one to battle a particular thought in your heart and mind, all you have to do is Google it and VOILA!  someone has already figured it out.

Nothing I do or say seems to ever be original.  It doesn't matter though, does it? I mean, after all, we are all just the same atoms recycled over and over so why shouldn't our thoughts be the same?

I struggle with Religion. I mean modern day church-on-Wednesday-nights-and-Sunday-mornings-let's-all-be-too-judgemental-hyprocritcal religion.  I struggle with my own belief in God, Jesus and Christian thought. I yearn to understand more about Judeaism, Buddhism, Hinduism, Naturalists --- any other alternative really.  I hold most true and close to my heart science. 

Paranormal.  Art. Health. Oddities. Extraterrestrial.  History. Oikology. Everything.

That spells Pahoehoe which is a type of lava flow.  From Wikipedia "A pāhoehoe flow typically advances as a series of small lobes and toes that continually break out from a cooled crust. It also forms lava tubes where the minimal heat loss maintains low viscosity. The surface texture of pāhoehoe flows varies widely, displaying all kinds of bizarre shapes often referred to as lava sculpture. With increasing distance from the source, pāhoehoe flows may change into ʻaʻā flows in response to heat loss and consequent increase in viscosity."   http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Lava

That's my life and learning.  I just flow along, reading, watching, listening and thinking about everything and nothing.  If my brain weren't encapsulated in my skull, it would flow looking much like the patterns seen in Pahoehoe lava, don't you think?

I recently stumbled across a web site about how the Brain Cell looks like the Universe.  That pretty sums up my day.  It is a mouse's brain cell, but that is no matter to me.   It just proves we are repeating patterns.  It also served to show me what I have been feeling. Religion, spiritualism --- what ever name you give it exists in your heart and mind to give you a sense of belonging in a giant endless universe. 

I also found Scared Evolution.  I am still reading up on it but my first impression is this: How retarded.  I hate when people try to create something and they do it with such an immature design that their masterpiece comes off as laughable.  I know I feel this way partly out of that jealous thought of "Why didn't I think of doing that?" and partly out of thinking if you are going to do something, do it well.

You know what I realized just now?  I started this blog because I don't have anyone to talk to about everything and nothing.  I always think my thoughts and interests don't appeal to many others or that I am offending them. 

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